Before 2010 i was a normal 18 year old girl i had not long split up with a male i was with on and off from the age of 14! I Can honestly say looking back i thought i was strong and just living my life after the break up, But really?? i was a bit off a mess i went out all the time drinking i lost my job i wasnt living with my parents i was here there and everywhere and i just didnt care! all i cared about was going out with my friends and getting bladderd! i was out enjoying my life and dint care what anody thought!
Well in december 2009 i came across Joshua.I had new him somewhat years before we went to the same school but he was two school years above me,Over christmas we kept seeing each other on nights out we got texting and i realised i really liked him! On New years Day 2010 (early hours) it was made OFFICAL we where now a couple! Joshua was so nice to me he took me out constantly and i even had those butterfly's meeting them with a constant smile on my face! i hadnt been that happy in a while! at first i was very warey that i was going to get a broken heart again.The relationship went on it was so strange that joshua was so relaxed and i didnt have to ask to go out or make and excuse to my friends.i still lived my life and had a nice relationship.i had a holiday booked with friends i was getting all excited buying small shorts flip flops and sun glasses!
Then the end of april BAM hmmm have i missed somthing! i sure had it was my period i was late by four days! i confided in my best friend they said quick nip over the corner shop and buy a test. So i did and all the had were them strip ones, i took it sat in silence and phew i wasnt pregnant! or so i thought! so i through it away and without a thought it was friday its the weekend lets go out.I Found i got drunk way to fast and through up ALOT! a few days later i still wasnt on my period so i told Joshua and told him about the test i had already taken.WE decided i would buy a decent test and try again.So the next day while joshua went to work i did what i had to and brought a proper test.Within 10 seconds there it was that big cross YOUR PREGNANT.WOW my heart was in my mouth.i had a million thoughts running through my head the main was am i going to have to do this ALONE i mean joshua was a nice guy,bet we had only been together a matter of months.Joshua was amazing so supportive and amazing could not have asked for any better.
In January 2011 My beautiful daughter was born and we both couldn't be any more proud of her so my life has gone from boozey nights out to sitting in and watching crap tellie and i could not be happier.
how did your babies change your life? x
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